These days.

I am bored.
Shitless, in fact. Excuse the cuss words.
I seem to have lost my interest in blogging too.
Please bear with it.
Oh well, things have been really bored lately.
Let's see.
Go school. Eat, sleep, sleep & more sleep.



It really amazes me to see how sadistic people can get by dissecting animals.
Not that I am saying that it's good to kill those poor frogs..
But hey, give them respect. Those poor things at least deserve that for dying to be the 'lab rats' of us secondary peeps.
How brutal can people get by mutilating, using those poor creatures to do digusting gestures and stuff!
I wonder where are your sense of pity and compassion.
Oops. Maybe you don't have one.
Knocking them down and dissecting them while they are still alive is bad enough.
I had to keep telling myself it is for educational purposes and nothing more.
Coming from a self-proclaimed animal lover, it is amazing that I really did participated in the killing, ahem, dissection of a frog.
Wonder what gives them the hype to meddle with the dead corpse of a frog?
Beats me.



Great.
Now I wonder why I sound so depressed.
I sound like the apocalypse is on Friday and I am nihilistic.
Go figure.
Being bored out of my wits killed my spirit.
I desperately need to read a good book!
Buuuuuut.
Mom hasn't finished her current batch of books.
Bugger. Means at least another week before I can go borrow books.
Bugger that.



Anyhow...
I AM RE-WATCHING ALL THE THREE SEASONS OF GOKUSEN!
Awesome drama. :)
Yeah, so I am a total Yankumi fanatic.
All the 3D guys are just too cute when it comes to girls despite their delinquent ways and manner.
Not to mention Yankumi's antics when she goes into Yakuza mode is a great comedy cliche.
Laughing my guts out here, no kidding.
And then..
D.GRAY-MAN IS FINALLY BACK!
Yahoo!!!
Ooooooh. Seems like the cloud of mystery around Kanda is finally lifting.
So we finally know why he heals faster than a normal human being and stuff.
But, damn it..
I really want Allen to show his 14th Noah!!
I mean, heck! What is with the really frustrating, keep-me-hanging-on-the-edge, horribly long suspense!!??
JUST BLOODY WELL LET ME SEE HIS NOAH!!!
*Inner manga fangirl screaming.

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Sometimes I feel like I am missing something.

Say what?

Yeah. You heard me perfectly well.

I feel empty.

Somehow.

I don't know.

Things have been rough lately.

***

I really want to have a dog.
It'll love me for who I am, not what I am.
Really, this just goes to show how fragile and insecure people are.
I am what I am. Uniquely me.
Yet, people change.
For good or bad.
It is hard wondering how your good friend had changed when people starts pointing accusing fingers at him or her.
And you don't realize it.
You indignantly say no at the things seemingly done by them.
You just can't believe what they say.
Yet, people don't do things meaninglessly.
And this is where the doubt starts.
Trust.
Can I believe her/him?
The gap widens.
What happened?


Why wasn't I there to know about it?




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Life's truly is a bitch.

Life's truly wonderful in many ways.

Life truly bites back when you least notices it.

Life's truly different in so many ways.

Life's truly unpredictable; you'll never know just what you might get.

Life truly is disheartening at times.

Life's truly evil. In some ways.

Life's good. In some ways.

Life truly is a wrapped up anonymous gift. Hey, don't you like surprises?

Oh well.

You never know just what you might find.
:)