& here she goes.

ahahahahhahahahaha


*laughs to self.


Wow, I can really see the major transition from a wet-behind-the-ears preteen to a well, more matured teenager.


Going through my old posts... Just made me wanna cringe in distaste and horror. After that, I just wanted to die laughing my brains out, rolling on the floor in the process. No reminiscence here. I am just gonna pretend that I never wrote all that before.


Yes, act like it NEVER happened.


Seriously, I am SO thankful I've gone past that 'teenager' phase that our old aunty, Cherilynn deems as the disease inflicting, well, MOST teens these days. I mean hey, we're TEENAGERS, no? Therefore, most of them ACT like one. But, our beloved Mrs. Chee scoffs at that. Hence, the 50 year old aged brains of hers.


Geez. I was almost everything I deemed I hate. The word: IMMATURE flashed at almost EVERY single post! God, was I like that when I was 13 to 15?


*shudders.


Gosh, I was such a whiny, pathetic, emo kid! And that's saying something. Especially when it came to moaning about my parents. I swear the now me is laughing hysterically at all the stuff I deemed was amusing and funny then.


Tch. Lame. =.="


Then again, its the part of life I guess. I mean, hey! You have to start out as a hatchling, and then grow up to be a dragon, right? No way you're gonna pop straight into an adult, that would be freaking unnatural, don't cha think? You're gonna have to be an immature kid, grow up just a bit to be an hormonal the-world-is-mine, in-your-face teenager and then grow up to be an adult!


Not that the prospects of being one is very inviting though, in my opinion.


Now, high school life is almost over. It took for me to turn a year older to realize how close the transitional period from a teen to a young adult and onwards is approaching. Even though I don't hold my current place of education in high regards, I think I am gonna miss school life a lot.


I am so gonna miss those times when I can act like a kid and be forgiven. Going hyper, crazy, just doing want you want to do and to the hell with the world! The ultimate carefree life. Man, I feel old typing this.


But hey, don't you wish time would stop when you're young and your age never goes pass the dreaded 20 years of life? I just don't get it, but to those that wish they were older and wanna be older, you'll regret that. Nausea comes naturally when I see 12 year olds dressed ridiculously in high heels and stuff. I mean, seriously, appreciate your childhood, 'cause once its gone, it won't come back.


You know that. Time doesn't stop for anyone.


In just a year, I'll technically be of age. In a couple more years, I'll be at that transitional period when I'll wish a hundred times a day for my birthday not to come. Heck, I'll be lying awake all night during the day before, hoping tomorrow never comes.


Yeah. It'll be hard to accept that I'll be turning twenty soon. Crap, having that 2-.. Makes me really think that we're mortals in the truest sense.


Then again, its not always good to think like you're a century old and all. Come on, life would be so boring and dull like that, eh? Have some color! Relapses into kids now and then makes your day better, I swear on that. :)


Looking back again, growing up... Well, I do feel a sense of pride and achievement going such a long way. Heck, for all you know, I'll be looking at this 3 years from now, sweating at the 'nonsense' I posted here. In public too! Oh the horror!


Heh. Something like that.


Oh well. One thing I've come to realize now after going through well, quite a lot of drama, happenings, shit, in these previous years. A major philosophy that I do cherish and believe in.


Dream as you'll live forever, live like you're dying today.


Thank you, Kris Allen. For that awesome piece of music. Live Like We're Dying. Great song with a great meaning. :)


You may not think much of it, but yeah, our days are numbered. You may never know what happens tomorrow. It might never come. One day you're here, the next you might not. You can't predict what really happens in the future either.


Life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up. Me likey. This shows how topsy-turvy life truly is. Life is beautiful, regardless of all the shit it throws at you.


Don't worry if you mess up. Just have the strength and courage to pick yourself up and go on. We're human and screwing up, is human. Failures is the stepping stone to success after well.


That's why. Live life and love life. Be grateful that you're living everyday.

I do. :)

This just cracks me up senseless.
kekekeke.
What's life without some humor in it?
x)

SevenTEETH?

I mean.. Seventeenth.

:)

My heartfelt gratitude to EVERYONE who wished me!

No matter WHAT the medium:

Facebook,
Text message,
In-person..

Thanks again! :)

And even more special thank you to these peeps:

Zee gang, Jett & Cherry, whom bought me the cupcakes. Sumi & Cassie, whom showed what awesome players they are in volleyball that day. Lastly, Anaboo! Who was one of the first to wish me, even though she ditched me for skipping bomba. LOL. but I still love you. :)

School peeps! Dearest Sharon, Gee Huey, Kitt, Hann & lots more!

My team PEEPS! I miss you crazaay guys! :)

Not forgetting, Gerry darling! How I miss you! :)

Course, family is important, eh? Luff luff luff! :)

With all my love. ♥

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To satisfy your curiosity, the cupcakes were on sale in school that day and they bought 6 of those ridiculously priced but pretty fluffs! And they didn't have any suitable smaller packaging.
Hence.
The gigantic box.

(From left to right)
The Whites: Missing-In-Action!
Sumi, Cassie & Ana.
The Pinks: Those present.
Jett, Lizzie & Cherry.

Thank you to awesome buddies!

Jett always seems to be surrounded by girls, no?

Kitt! We were so not ready for this one..

Our adorable junior.
Lizzie & Hann.

Kudos to the camerawoman, Chee.

By the way,
it was SARAH'S day too!
Happy birthday dear!
I am so jealous of your little notes!
x)

sing a song to yourself

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.
.
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Whaddaya know?

Someone's no longer sixteen.

x)

guess what they say about seeing stars is true

I wonder what people say about there's a first for everything..


Nah. It doesn't take you to have a sixth sense to know your body's forcing you rest by overriding your entire system.
Complicated, much?
Fainting is just waaaay scary.
That's why Friday was fun.
Yes, sarcasm is practically dripping on the screen as you read this.
I swear I was epileptic for a whole minute.
Guess our bodies have a forceful way of letting their wishes known.
Say, grey and unfocused vision?
Head suddenly weighs more than an elephant?
The feeling than all you want to do is to lie down?
Oh, the sudden 'parkinson disease' effect: Bloody hell, I've never seen my hand shake this much!!!



Yes, I'm in shock.
Go figure.

Easter, anyone?

John 3:16

"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

And so,
today's THE day.


Honestly,
it was a pretty lousy Easter for me.
Of cramps and nausea,
I missed everyone today.
I wonder how are you guys today?
You betcha Lizzie misses you crazy peeps.
:)


But anyhooo.
It isn't MY day.
It's HIS day
The ONE and ONLY.
What matters is HE had an awesome time!
Jesus, of course.
What?
Did you think Easter was all about the chocolate eggs you're just dying to get your hands on?
Okay okay, the eggs areeeee good.
But HE ain't called the Living God for nothing!
He, is the risen LORD!


Luff yoo, JC. :)

On another note,
its our Anabananaboo's birthday!
Happy seventeenth dear!
Lizzie loves you too!

Small boy. *wink wink*

Zack turned fifteen on 03.22.2010.

Small boy grow up already!
Lizzie feels so proud of you! *WINK WINK*
xD
luff yoo!