Random Musings.

FYI, I haven't really had a looong post in ages.
Anyway, this one's gonna be a long, loooong rant.

Well, just because I could go out on Wed, She thinks if I go out again to celebrate ZY'S bday is well... [gives the infamous what-the-heck you-think-you-can-go-look.]
Someone said that I virtually live in slight imprisonment and for once, I am starting to think so. Heads up, I have only gone out ONCE after PMR. So lets make my total amount of outings this year around 3-4.

The thing is I usually CAN'T go out so much so it doesn't usually bother me, but hey, I wanna ENJOY MY FRIGGIN HOLIDAY! Do you know its gonna be a busy busy year '09? Do you know that every time I wanna go out, it's always a friggin no and I'll have to beg and even tear a 'lil bit just so you can say " Oh, do whatever you want! I don't care." Seriously, YOU don't ever seem to like me going out. EVER.

Geez, I am a normal teenager, okay? And don't compare me to your ' when I was your age statement ' coz' this is the 2008 year for goodness sake!
And according to you, you spend your time like what? studying? Being goody-goody and all that crap? Whatever.
Just don't compare me to you 'cause we have major personality differences and I like being on the wild side.
Face it. We are different.

And look here, you have a freak-neat/goody-two-shoes personality which make everything from
drawingsloosepaper, comicbookstrash, animestuffrubbish, oldmemoirsjunk = items to throw slash destroy.
May I have the pleasure to rack your brain? NO it isn't trash ; its all my interests and memoirs! So don't think like you know better all the time! Sometimes I do have a brain, I am NOT hopeless, I know what stuff that are important to me and I am just a messier person than you are!

NOneedforscreamsthatjustmakesmytemperrise
waypastboilingpoint!

I just really need that little amount of respect from you okay? Sorry if I am rude but obviously, accidental rudeness occurs alarmingly often.
Thing is, I just really need my space. Let me take things my way. Its alright to nag be once a while, goodness knows I need it, but please control your temper okay?
My eardrums don't need constant repair.

Do you know every time you call me 'hopeless',
my heart justbreaks little by little.