& here she goes.

ahahahahhahahahaha


*laughs to self.


Wow, I can really see the major transition from a wet-behind-the-ears preteen to a well, more matured teenager.


Going through my old posts... Just made me wanna cringe in distaste and horror. After that, I just wanted to die laughing my brains out, rolling on the floor in the process. No reminiscence here. I am just gonna pretend that I never wrote all that before.


Yes, act like it NEVER happened.


Seriously, I am SO thankful I've gone past that 'teenager' phase that our old aunty, Cherilynn deems as the disease inflicting, well, MOST teens these days. I mean hey, we're TEENAGERS, no? Therefore, most of them ACT like one. But, our beloved Mrs. Chee scoffs at that. Hence, the 50 year old aged brains of hers.


Geez. I was almost everything I deemed I hate. The word: IMMATURE flashed at almost EVERY single post! God, was I like that when I was 13 to 15?


*shudders.


Gosh, I was such a whiny, pathetic, emo kid! And that's saying something. Especially when it came to moaning about my parents. I swear the now me is laughing hysterically at all the stuff I deemed was amusing and funny then.


Tch. Lame. =.="


Then again, its the part of life I guess. I mean, hey! You have to start out as a hatchling, and then grow up to be a dragon, right? No way you're gonna pop straight into an adult, that would be freaking unnatural, don't cha think? You're gonna have to be an immature kid, grow up just a bit to be an hormonal the-world-is-mine, in-your-face teenager and then grow up to be an adult!


Not that the prospects of being one is very inviting though, in my opinion.


Now, high school life is almost over. It took for me to turn a year older to realize how close the transitional period from a teen to a young adult and onwards is approaching. Even though I don't hold my current place of education in high regards, I think I am gonna miss school life a lot.


I am so gonna miss those times when I can act like a kid and be forgiven. Going hyper, crazy, just doing want you want to do and to the hell with the world! The ultimate carefree life. Man, I feel old typing this.


But hey, don't you wish time would stop when you're young and your age never goes pass the dreaded 20 years of life? I just don't get it, but to those that wish they were older and wanna be older, you'll regret that. Nausea comes naturally when I see 12 year olds dressed ridiculously in high heels and stuff. I mean, seriously, appreciate your childhood, 'cause once its gone, it won't come back.


You know that. Time doesn't stop for anyone.


In just a year, I'll technically be of age. In a couple more years, I'll be at that transitional period when I'll wish a hundred times a day for my birthday not to come. Heck, I'll be lying awake all night during the day before, hoping tomorrow never comes.


Yeah. It'll be hard to accept that I'll be turning twenty soon. Crap, having that 2-.. Makes me really think that we're mortals in the truest sense.


Then again, its not always good to think like you're a century old and all. Come on, life would be so boring and dull like that, eh? Have some color! Relapses into kids now and then makes your day better, I swear on that. :)


Looking back again, growing up... Well, I do feel a sense of pride and achievement going such a long way. Heck, for all you know, I'll be looking at this 3 years from now, sweating at the 'nonsense' I posted here. In public too! Oh the horror!


Heh. Something like that.


Oh well. One thing I've come to realize now after going through well, quite a lot of drama, happenings, shit, in these previous years. A major philosophy that I do cherish and believe in.


Dream as you'll live forever, live like you're dying today.


Thank you, Kris Allen. For that awesome piece of music. Live Like We're Dying. Great song with a great meaning. :)


You may not think much of it, but yeah, our days are numbered. You may never know what happens tomorrow. It might never come. One day you're here, the next you might not. You can't predict what really happens in the future either.


Life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up. Me likey. This shows how topsy-turvy life truly is. Life is beautiful, regardless of all the shit it throws at you.


Don't worry if you mess up. Just have the strength and courage to pick yourself up and go on. We're human and screwing up, is human. Failures is the stepping stone to success after well.


That's why. Live life and love life. Be grateful that you're living everyday.

I do. :)

This just cracks me up senseless.
kekekeke.
What's life without some humor in it?
x)