Into the moment.

I need a breather.
Tsk, tsk, Lizzie.
Seriously, I need to.. Do something?
What the heck do I mean?
Go figure. Because I don't know myself. xP
Sheesh, Lizzie. What the heck are you saying?
Yeah, I really can't figure out myself.
This is just one of those moments were life kicks you in the backside & tells you to stop believing in fairy tales.
Naw, I am not depressed.
I just feel so world-y.
(looks smug.)
I've just realized I am one month away from getting a year older.
Seventeen. Seventeeeeen.
Heck, I feel freaking sixteen.
Watching last year's batch of seniors getting all crazy about their results makes be really nervous.
A+ A+ A+....
Beats me how on earth they can even get an A. Look at the results I've got.
HAH.
God, I am scared.
To think that my high school life is almost ending.
To think that it seems like yesterday that I was thirteen & got mistaken for someone's sister on the first day of school.
To think that I've gone through so many highs and lows.
To think that I'll be in college in less than a year's time.
Shucks. I don't wanna be an adult.
Can't I just stick to being crazy & hyper Lizzie forever?
Of gummy bears & hallyu craziness, I like it now.
Except for one thing.
Fridays & Sundays.


Oh GOSH.
No one told me that it is gonna feel this bad.
Here I am, coming back from Terry's.
Watching tv.
Eats dinner.
Then thinking it is time for practice!
Oh yeah. I am officially barred from it 'til SPM.
With the exception of Farewell Camp.
Still.
No one told me it was gonna be THIS bad.
I miss them. I miss going there. I miss just being there.
Words just can't say what I feel.
Seeing them on Sundays just isn't enough.
Sigh. Wistful thinking.
I miss those good ol' moments.
Oh.
I miss singing.
It's just not the same belting out Always & Forever in the house.
Not when no one really appreciates it.
Not when mom tells me to shut up because she wants to listen to Casey James singing on American Idol.
Oh okay. So it is the wrong time to belt my heart out.
Sorry, Casey. I really like you, you know, you are SUCH good eye candy and all..
It ain't personal, hun.
Hearing people sing just makes me think of singing to.
Oh well.
At least God appreciates my self-conducted Praise Worship in the shower.
That's why I love Him. :)
God, You're awesome!
Thanks for listening to me screeching in the shower!
You know, it may sound awfully horrendous and give Simon Cowell a great opportunity to fry my rear end but at least You have my whole heart.
Yup, You have mine.
For all time.


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I want gummy bears.
Hahaa. Randomm.
Lizzie Lizzie.
I am so fluff-headed.
*slaps self*
When are you gonna wake up from your pretty rainbows & flying horses?
URGH.
Someone murdered Fireflies on American Idol.
Who I don't wanna know.
Well, I guess I woke up.
Haaaah.
I am such in a good mood!
xD
Hungry though. *tummy grumbles*
Ohh, screw you hunger pangs!
I feel so bloody good!
I can just jump up and do a Cord & Jet: saying "Oh my gravy!"
Yeah yeah yeah! Anyone watches The Amazing Race here?
OH the cowboys! They are sooooo adorable! And cute! And hot!
Hahaha. It's the romantic in me again. :)
Love them~~
Speaking of tv, I am finally able to revert to my couch-potato-ly self again.
:D
My KOREAN dramas!
Haha!
That reminds me I've got an episode waiting for me as I type this.
HEE.

Ohh? Did I just hear Kara say Randy in a bikini?
... [insert word/expression]
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Not that I'd like to see THAT.
*shudders*